What I would give.

I wish for just a minuet the world could just stop and I could really just take in the past 20 years of my life. I have had a great upbringing by wonderful parents. I have had my shares of doing wrong and right learning from mistakes, from hurting others to getting hurt and from seeing good and bad from personal situations and also throughout the world as a whole. 20 years I have learned so much from so many and It makes me realize how fast the years are really going. I want to just remember the times when I was young with no worries to the first time I stepped into Pre K and met other kids I will know and bond with through the next 8 years of my life who made a huge impact in my life as well. I want to remember my 8th grade year where my bond with classmates were as strong as ever as we graduated. I want to relive me first day of high school and how it was a whole new world and experience with meeting so many new great people who later will become a huge part of your life. I want to relive all the pride weeks and all the moments with close friends. These are the times I feel so lucky to have been able to do all the these things and to have met the people I have. I now look into my future and I'm confused as to where I will be in my life or what I will be doing. But I do know I make my own destiny and I can make a successful future maybe not by having all the money in the world but by being happy. But I am in the present and I'm confused about what direction to take my life but I know that the strength of my heart and a strong mindset I will be where I want to be. These are the years we live to look at our life from the past to the future but with every negative thing you always need to look at the positive and still the pictures of your greatest times in your heart and mind to never be replaced or stolen because years from now when you look back and think of those times all the positive things in life will out weigh the negative.